::bek0k time::

bile ari panas...besh kn dpt berendam...berendam ngn air sungai..bkn ngn air mate...act planning utk dak2 network jerk..tp ade 2org dak se..hehe...kiteorg g mandi sungai kat bekok..perjalanan dlm setgh jam..dalam kol 830 pg kami bergerak..ngn 2 buah kete...kete kia(kak faiz,nani,wani,aku ngn ikha) kete myvi(kak mawar,kak aili,kak ila,kak nor) besh2..ms mula2 sampai kat port kiteorg da de kejadian yg xley dilupekan..ms nak pas2 brg nk letak kat port seberang..mak yg kami bwk tu jatuh dalam air..ikha dengan pantas pergi menyelamatkan mee tersebut...pakcik yg duk port kat2 ngn kami gelak setan tgk ikha..kami pon same...so makan mee air sungai la..haha...da tu plak..nk idupkan api utk bbq ayam xjd2..besa la kan..da name pompuan..mstilah xreti dlm bab2 cmni kan..tp berkat usha..akhirnye jadi gak....sonok gler..makan dlm air..belajar berenang..haha..mmg besh gler la...ni ade sikit gmbr kami..weehooo~~

masa ni la proses angkut barang ke port seberang...(klik gmbr utk besar)

xsempat makan terus berendam...(klik gmbr utk besar)

proses hdpkan bara..tp xjd2..haha (klik gmbr utk besar)

makan dalam sungai..sonok gler... (klik gmbr utk besar)

makan ayam reramai..sharing is loving...hikhik... (klik gmbr utk besar)

son0knyeeeeeeeeeee..... (klik gmbr utk besar)

masa da nak balik..pewnat (klik gmbr utk besar)







::gud bye memories::

27mei2009...kepala ngah serabot..ati ngah bergelodak...duk umah mst bosan..n mesti tensen..so aku amik jalan kuar jenjalan ngn nani n tirah..sume nye xplan..tetibe aku amik lgkah drastik ajak dorg kuar n yg drivenyetentulah nani..hehe..sume bersiap2..then mlm tu kami pon kuar,,,1st destination yg kami pergi tentulah tasik Y..truje ngn playground..long time dowh xmen..pe lg kami melepaskan kerinduan zaman kanak2..hehe...lame gak kat c 2..sume melaan prasaan msg2..sume bwk haluan sendri..nani ngn mslah die...trah ngn masalah die n aku ngn prasaan aku..huhu...tatkala tu la..aku tringat segale kenangan yg tercipta..




then lepas sume melayan prasaan...kami pon bralih arah ke dataran bp..xlame pon kat c 2 dalam stgh jam je..amik2 gmbor then blah...haha..bese la da namenye kaki gambor..tentu2lah amik gmbor..hikhik...lps da puas amik gmbr tu..dalam kol 11++..kami pom bergerak ke McD carefour..makan ngn laju..perot sgt lapor..hikhik....then berkejaran balik ke ostel...sampai ostel lak kol 12am++..aish kne amik name..do i care??xpela pakcik..kami da abeh study da pom..amik la name kami..haha..

::nyte @ da museum::



citer ni besh.. xtipu..agak kelakar la...tergelak2 tgk..ditambah lak environment cinema yg agak selasa tu..mmg sonok la..hehe...actually xplan pon nak tgk..then org ajak...pe lg..g la..mmg aku tringin pon nak tgk citer ni...so sape2 yg x tgk lagi..sila la tgk ek..xrugi pon...



aku tgk movie ni kat bpmall..big cinema batu pahat..sampai sane trs berkejaran utk bli tiket...seb bek xrmai org..hehe...amik seat paling blakang skali..disebabkan aku masih bgelar pelajar UTHM..so aku guna advantage kad matrik utk dpt diskaun..kahkah..


b4 menunggu..aku snap dulu gambar aku sebarang dua..aku kan gler gambor..so ade aku kesah??aku nk jgk letak gmbr aku..sape2 xske sila jgn bace..ni blog aku..aku punye ske la nak letak gambar pape...hoho...tnggu punye tnggu..kol 2 lebey aku pon blah ke bpmall..hehe..





sementara tnggu nak masuk..aku pon sempat la amik gmbr kat cinema tu..cantik n xramai org..so ley laa wat muke xmalu..haha..


::rindu datang lagi::

bosan..buhsan..boring...so bored... what shud i do now??..really bored..da xto nk wat pe kat ostel ni.. da tenet pon da xto nk watpe..waaaaa...klu balik kuantan lg la xto nak watpe...duk umah sorg2..mak,abah,along,angah gi keje...abg boy terbit matahari da start keje ngukur jalan ngn kwn2..adik kompom g skolah...ermm..cuti skolah pon mst adik maen game je..bosan xde geng..nk g umah farah cm susah je..umah leen pon same..waaaa....bosan2...

so skg ni pe yg patot aku wat??nk kemas barang??lg la malas..nak tgk movie xde mood..mmg da xto nk watpe..besides dat aku tringat n rindu die...huhu..gler rindu r..aku pon x to nape aku rindu gler kat si die even die da xmau kontek aku..1 tindakan gler aku..aku send msg kat die..tny die watpe...tp aku da agak die xkan reply....aku pon xto cmne pantas je tgn aku menaip and send msg kat die even aku taw die xkan reply :(.. as what i said b4..die da buang aku sbb die rasa aku yg slah dalam hal ni..even mslah tu die yg cipta...di mate die aku yg bersalah dalam segala2 hal

org akn ckp..aku ni b***h terkejar2 menda yg menyakitkan...n what can i say here...aku msh sygkan die..even though die byk sakitkan ati aku...datz y peoples awes say "cinta itu buta"...w'pon menyakitkan..die tetap aku igt n rindu..uish...susah gak jadi parah cmni..peoples out there..yang sape2 de jual ubat utk lupekan org...sila bgto aku..aku nk beli...

he said to me last ym..die ckp..klu nak..aku yg kene btlkan keadaan...tp seems like aku msg...die ignore je...klu die rasa aku ni yg mungkir janji..janji die pd aku die x tunaikan pon..time aku mungkir ckit mula la die nak berapi macam gunung merapi kt indon tu..but..bile time die..aku consider gak..is it fair??

ah ant..die sdg bergumbira..aku bermonolog lg.."watpe la ko igt org yg x hengat ko...ape ke bangang sangat ko nk igt die"..hati pon bermadah "da la ant..org da xsyg watpe nak igt"...kalau la masa tu aku boley diputar..time aku kenal die...aku nak ajak kawen trs..xnak kapel2..jauh ssh wooo...haha..pasan..blajar pon xabeh...aish berangan xley blah..penat la jadi cmni..penat gler..penat menanggung rindu...arghhh...mudahnye die.. :(

dengan kerinduan yg menggunung..aku hny mampu tgk gambor2 n barang yg die bg..mr brownie-nownie..peneman aku...n now i really love mr spike..i got it from him..the last stuff yg aku dpt dr die..evryday n every nite i will talk to mr spike n mr brownie...nak lepaskan rindu kat die xdpt..so lepaskan rindu kat stuff2 pemberian die jela...im so insane....im going crazy??perhaps...huhuhuu

mayb die da gembira ngn hdp die skg bersame yg tersayang...huhu..shame on u ant..die xsayang ko..wake up ant..PANG!!!..PANG!!!...

::tahun 85 - 90::

budak2 yg lahir pd thn 85-90an mesti ingat
mase skola rendah dulu:


- kat skola ade salesman jual buku
cerita.
ari ni bg list, esok mintak duit
beli walaupun cerita buku tu dah tau.

salesman susu pon camtu gak.




- kat library, budak2 mmg baca buku tp
just tengok gamba je.
bile ade program
Nilam, sebok semua nak pinjam buku.




- RMT kat skola mkn x best, tp yg
berduit pon join RMT, x phm....



- pakai pensel box yg bole bukak dpn
blkg, pastu ade sharpener kat tgh2 die.




- main lwn pemadam, syg nak guna utk
padam.
padahal itu fungsi sbnr, utk padam!



- pakai pembaris yg bergerigi, kat dlm
ade air pastu ade bende berkilat dlm air tu.




- cikgu pakai pembaris kuning pjg.
Ade
pemegang kat tgh2 tp x penah nmpk cikgu
pgg pon kat situ.




- bulu ayam jd ramping krn sering
dijadikan rotan.




- time pendidikan seni, lukis sume boleh
tp bile time kaler sume hampeh.
ade gak
buat anyaman pakai kertas warna, kolaj
la, ape la...



- main game 2D.
super contra, super
mario, street fighter, sume pakai tape.




- jam tgn Boy London jd idaman, sbb bole
tuka2 kaler ikut suhu n cuaca.




- takut BCG tp lepas inject poyo la pulak...



- balik skola beli JoJo xpon Dendang.

Tora pon best gak.
Beli se mata2 nak
mainan, coklat die x mkn pon.




- Kasut berlampu kat tapak, yg iklan die
kat tV bole tembak alien tu...



- Siri kartun; power rangers, ultraman,
transformers, ninja turtles,
Thundercats, maskman, Gaban dan mcm lg.




jgn lupe sume ni sbb zaman skrg budak2 x
smpt lyn bende2 ni.
kite akan sentiasa
berubah, cume asal-usul kite yg
permanent.
huhu~



ni la baru zaman kita kawan2



pas r kt member2 korang....
mesti diorg tersengeh2 bace mende nih..

:: Jika engkau pergi ::

Bermulanya semua hanya dengan rasa
ada saja yang tak kena
Rupanya kau berkasih
Menyingkir setia
Sandiwara penuh dusta

Kini ku beri satu amaran
Jangan nanti jadi cabaran
Aku ingin kau memadam kenangan
Menjadi mimpi berterbangan

Jika engkau pergi, bulan dan bintang tetap masih di langit
Jika engkau pergi, air mengalir takkan berhenti
Jangan khuatir tentang diri ku
Ku janji takkan merindui mu

Bermusim resah hadir membelai
Menyentuh hati kecewa
Janji sehidup semati
Tinggal tiada lagi
Impian hancur depan mata

Semakin terungkap kepastian
Biarlah ku rela melepaskan
Pada mu cinta cuma lah mainan
Sekadar untuk senda bersama

Puas sudah ku berikan engkau segalanya
Jalan cerita pun nyata akan berubah



:: kadang2 aku rasa cam xadil..nape aku yg kene hadapi sume ni..sedangkan aku xpenah n xsanggup nk wat kat org..tp org sanggup wat kat aku..::

::its not gudbye::

And what if I never kiss your lips again
Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace
How would I ever go on
Without you there's no place to belong

Well someday love is gonna lead you back to me
But 'til it does I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
Somewhere out there you thinking of me


Until the day I'll let you go
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye
'Til I see you again
I'll be right here rememberin' when
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry
On down the road
There is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye

You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through
And rise above when the rain falls down
But it's so hard to be strong
When you've been missin' somebody so long

It's just a matter of time I'm sure
But time takes time and I can't hold on
So won't you try as hard as you can
To put my broken heart together again

::friendship remains::



...penat mengharungi kepayahan dalam menempuh alam universiti....
...persahabatan memaenkan peranan penting dalam membentuk ukhwah...
...tiap pertemuan ade perpisahan..

bila da jumpe cermin...beginilah jadinye...haha


senyum selagi nampk camera....


stripe girls at the back bukan group kami..harap maaf...


9 of us...

~~~s.m.i.l.e~~~

17 mei 2009...ari terakhir kami sume hangout beramai2...
lepas ni da ssh nk jmpe kawan2...
sume da pegi LI..then bawak haluan sendri...





::ape yg harus aku wat??::

susah ble nk wat keputusan yg melibatkan ati...aku da xsanggup utk disakiti..tp jauh disudut ati aku msh sygkan die...tp perlu ke hanya dengan perkataan "syg" aku perlu mengabdikan diri pada org yg xto menilai...aku penat sgt jd yg sang setia pd org yg x to menilai..nape perlu sakiti aku utk sekian kalinya...nape??ape salah aku...aku ke yg curang??aku ke yg de lelaki len??..aku xkesah klu die nk sakiti aku klu aku berlaku curang pd die..tp bukan aku yg wat...tp die...da byk pluang aku bg kat die..i tot dat die akan brubah..tp aku silap..die xpernah nk brubah..sane die sayang..cni die sayang..dan perlu ke aku biarkan die trs wat kat aku cmtu??klu ak tny mne2 pompuan dlm dunia ni..sume akan ckp tidak..n tinggalkan die..dan bile sumtng bad happened..die ckp aku xpaham die..aku hny taw salahkan die..ak ke salah??perlu ke aku biar die syg org len??perlu ke aku biarkan..hati aku bagai disiat2 ble dia wat cmtu..nape susah sgt die nk wat keputusan...mane tindakan die sbgai lelaki yg dapat memimpin kaum hawa kalau keputusan cmni pon die xmampu nk wat..cmne die nk bimbing pompuan...nape die kejam wat kat aku cmtu?huhu :(

:: aku wanita aku kaun hawa yg memang rapuh hatinya..aku wanita aku punya cinta..selayaknya manusia::

1. The phone rings. What is your ring t0ne?
>>>> voice call: depends on the caller
>>>> message: pheewitt

2. Did you go anywhere yesterday?
---smlm g mne ek??hoho

3. Who was the last person you shared beds with?
---leen ku shayang

4. Favorite drink?
---tea o ice

5. Does the person you like know that you like them?
--- sape kah yg aku minat?

6. Last time you talked to your mom?
--- bbrpa ari lepas

7. Where are you right now?
--- depan laptop

8. If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
--- tidak lagi setelah die buang sy n seksa perasaan sy..

9. Favorite gadget in the kitchen?
--- sharp knife =)

10. Favorite pie?
--- american pie..hahahaha...chicken pie..

11. How is your hair?
--- need new haircut...

12. Where's the last place you walked to?
--- rahasia

13. Last time you had a sleepover?
--- owh long time ago

14. Latest you stayed up in the past week?
--- last 2 weeks..pulun psm sbb igtkan dpt dating ngn die..ah mls da nk igt kat org yg tak to hargai

15. What are you doing?
--- answering this

16. Have you been in a car accident?
--- yes...dis sem..ms nk
17. What is the last thing you said aloud?
--- erm..not sure...

18. Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list?
--- vcall from die..bbrpa ari lepas...huhu

19. What did the last text message you received say?
--- (rahasia)

20. Last time you went to mosque?
--- err...lame xpegi..kt umah je

21. Story behind your FS song?
--- mst relate ngn pe yg aku rs

22. What's bothering you right now?
--- i'm heartless

DESCRIBE YOUR:
23.Wallet?
--- radioactive in red color

24.Heart?
--- H.E.A.R.T.L.E.S.S

25.Life?
--- is full of mystery

WHAT ARE YOU:
26.Doing this weekend to come?
--- hanging out..yeyehhh

27.Wearing?
---kaften

28.Wanting?
--- cincin disarung dijari..walawehhh...

29.Listening to?
---lagu sadis2..

30.What do you smell?
--- bau ujan..hakhak

31.Do you sleep naked?
-- nope

32.Do you like seafood?
--- sgt sukeeeeeeeeeeee....ske sotong masak merah...ske sgt2...n klu sotong aku taw masak tu je..haha...

33.Do you remember your dreams?
--- not all

34.Do you consider yourself a study freak?
--- not really

35.Do you speak another language other than English?
--- malay, body language =p

36.What did you do last night?
--- ym ngn farah sambil tgk citer korea...hoho

37.What do you hate?
--- being in heartless!!

38.Orange or apple juice?
--- apple juice

39.Who were the last people you went out to lunch with?
--- my fwen

40.Last thing you ate?
--- nasi putih..sotong masak merah..kentang n ulam raja...

:: welcome new life ::

#Name something related with ring?
+ cincin tunang n cincin kawen...

*Name something u can say about mobilephne?
+ amat menyayangi...

#Name something that closed to you?
+ tentulah laptop yg de depan mate

*Do you hear something about ur friend?
+ i can hear youuuuu

#what song do u hear rite now?
+ when u r gone...avril

*what type of person u dislike?(just one be specific)
+ suka show-off

#do u use a ring? if so...from who?
+ yup..klu de majlis2...from my mum...n ak xske cincin silver(bkn demand tp x minat)..tp klu org tersyg kasi..aku pkai je..da name org tersyg kasi kan??..haha

*where is you friend?
+ merata rata malaysia

#currently..do u make any mistake?
+mungkin aku salah sebab tudun die bukan2 sbb aku ragu2..tp xseteruk die tipu aku n permaenkan aku slame ni...sape lg kejam??aku ke die??

*whats on your mind rite now..rite after i ask u?
+ pastikan kau dengan aku..jgn ade cinta laen..xpenah aku terlintas..niatku utk berpaling(tgh dengar lagu CT-pastikan)

#what are doing after this?
+ buat ape yang sepatutnya

*in life..who is important 4 u?
+ my fam n fwens n tidak lg die...

#in life..what u wanna do?
+ hidup dengan gembira melalui segala suka duka n bebas dari kekecewaan..

*if u get married 7 years from now..what is the last thing u wanna do before u change to a 'HUSBAND/wife' title?
+ membuat persiapan perkahwinan,g kursus kawen..n suh kwn aku tampar aku..sbb cm x pcya nak kawen...wakaka...

#what will u do if ur salary is RM8000 per month?
+ bayar ptptn..bg kat mak bapak aku..byr duit umah n kete...shopping ckit then yg len simpan utk anak2...walawehhh

*what is the best dream ever?
+ mimpi kawen ngn anak raja...tipooo je..haha

#give me the best word described "u"?
+ setia pada die..tp die xto menilai..n die byk tipu sy...
#smile is what?
+ senyum
*do u lie?
+ i miss how u lie with me
#what is the best song u want to give to ur special one?
+ kepada mereka mereka yang spesel terimalah lagu sepohon kayu

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